I’ve come to the conclusion that no matter how much
research proves Fibromyalgia is a real medical condition that there are some
people who will still refuse to believe it.
I will never understand this, but everyone has the right to believe what
they want to believe. This is my life
though, and it’s my choice on whether or not to associate myself with these kinds
of people and my choice is to disassociate from them. I can’t learn to cope when there are so many
people in my life telling me that all I need is a psychiatrist and I’ll be just
fine.
Over the past couple of years I have let people bring me
down, break my heart and make me feel absolutely crazy. I refuse to let that continue. If I have to get mean, even if I have to yell
and push people away, I will stand up for myself. Those people I push away obviously don’t have
a place in my life anyway. People might as well have a reason to call me
crazy. I have kept quiet for so long and
I’ve spent too many nights crying myself to sleep. If I don’t learn to be stronger for myself
then I won’t be able to survive this monster.
I hope everyone is having a good day. *Gentle Hugs*
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