I'm Not Crazy...

I’ve come to the conclusion that no matter how much research proves Fibromyalgia is a real medical condition that there are some people who will still refuse to believe it.  I will never understand this, but everyone has the right to believe what they want to believe.  This is my life though, and it’s my choice on whether or not to associate myself with these kinds of people and my choice is to disassociate from them.  I can’t learn to cope when there are so many people in my life telling me that all I need is a psychiatrist and I’ll be just fine.

Over the past couple of years I have let people bring me down, break my heart and make me feel absolutely crazy.  I refuse to let that continue.  If I have to get mean, even if I have to yell and push people away, I will stand up for myself.  Those people I push away obviously don’t have a place in my life anyway. People might as well have a reason to call me crazy.  I have kept quiet for so long and I’ve spent too many nights crying myself to sleep.  If I don’t learn to be stronger for myself then I won’t be able to survive this monster.

I hope everyone is having a good day.  *Gentle Hugs*  


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