PAIN!

The pain is excruciating today.  It hurts to move and it hurts to breathe.  It’s hard to stay positive when every inch of your body hurts and when all your energy goes into just dealing with the pain. I have to prepare myself for the end of the day because most likely the thought of dying will cross my mind at least once.  I’ll have to fight, once again, the urge to take the easy way out.  This is my life; my reality.  I’m not being dramatic.  I’m being real.  I’m being honest.  This is the part of Fibromyalgia that you don’t see in the commercials.  Someday EVERYONE will be able to see this invisible demon that we are fighting…hopefully that day will come soon.