It’s been one of those days that I despise being sick. I accept being sick, but on days like today I
want to stand in the middle of the street and scream f**k Fibromyalgia and all
its little friends. I slept okay I
guess, but I woke up extremely grumpy.
As I began the process of taking all my morning meds that feeling of
hatred hit me. I hate taking all this
medication that seems to make me more sick than anything else. I hate waking up and being more tired than I
was the night before. I hate getting out
of bed and having to prepare myself because there’s a 50% chance that I’m going
to fall. I hate that it’s Friday night and I’m stuck at home because I’m
hurting too bad to go out. I just hate everything about it sometimes and I hate
that I have to despise something so bad.
Well tomorrow is a new day and I’m hoping for the best. Hope everyone is happy. Gentle hugs and lots
of love.
2 comments:
Day at a time, right? I hate it too...hate that no one "gets it" Thanks for your words..they help to know others are going through the same struggles.
Fibro is a killer! I am having a bad flare going on day 10 now and I am so feeling your post lol
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